introverted, irritable, feels invisible, observer, depressed, does not enjoy leadership, reveals little about self, dislikes large parties, feels undesirable, does not like to stand out, submissive, suspicious, emotionally sensitive, not a thrill seeker, solitude loving, likes silence, fragile, second guesses self, negative, unadventurous, fearful, weird, focuses on people's hidden motives, paranoid, phobic, dependent, cautious, avoidant, semi intellectual

That was a wake up call. I feel depressed now. u_u I don't think I'm like that at all.

So don't get confused. XD

Trying out the new fields.

So yeah I got my dorrie about a week ago.
His name is Creed, since I discovered he looks just like San + Reeve's love child (Creed).

I love him, he's just so cute ^///^ Especially when he's lying on my stomach and I'm playing Pheonix Wright (best game ever).

In other news, I'm working on remaking my first amv, and me and my ex are on semi-good terms again.
I realized that he really isn't the one for me, which makes me feel proud of myself. =]

Kakkoicon is this Friday which means I get a three day weekend! Huzzah!

WHAT MOVIE ARE WE TALKING ABOUT?
...dolphins.
DOES THAT HAVE AN ALTERNATE ENDING?

Your kids are going to be so stupid because of all the stupid stuff that you did when you were young...

I want a strawberry shaped like a dolphin.


...


Man, I love working at Finkes.

He just signed in.
At 7:00.

Work 1-9.
Sure.

Cassie called me today so I could finally tell someone about my ex.

Honestly, I'd rather keep these things to myself because I love my friends to bother them about it. This time though she was going to find out either way. I'm going to have to see him at Kakkoicon whether I like it or not, and I know she's observant enough to probably figure it out eventually.

It kinda scared me when she knew it was him, though, without me even having to tell her much about it. I guess it was kind of obvious...

So, I'm really pissed at him right now.
All because of this:

me: do you have work tomorrow?
him: of course
me: all week?
him: i go in at 1 though
me: oh
him: yup
him: 1 to 9 (I'll add here that I get back from work at 1 and go to bed around 10)
me: suck
him: its ok
him: i like the people
me: oh well that's good
him: there's this one girl who is super awesome
him: and cute
him: and totally into me
me: good job (I didn't know what to think at this point)
him: i guess lol

You might think it's normal since he's my ex, but this is right after he finished giving me all these compliments and leading me on! He's seriously just toying with me! I'm not sad anymore, just pissed. I don't want to talk to him or see him at Kakkoi.

Anybody have any helpful advice?

...
I'm not even angry.
I'm being so sincere right now.
Even though you broke my heart.

-punches people-

Anyway, I found a perfect mold for Quy. It's the glorydoll Karl.
Check him out

P.S:
Turning my doll, Albereu, into a kitty. (Giving him a yaoi tattoo xDD)

Ok, so me and my ex went out for a very short period of time then broke up. we've made up and stuff but we're still not going out anymore. We both like each other a lot but he's just so urghhhh.

So I like ball-joint-dolls. Well he doesn't. I finally managed to get one today but at the cost of me not going to the next con possibly. He got mad cause he wanted to see me there (understandable) but he had to bash bjds too. It's like x_x;; grr you understand me you stupid ugh

Now he's confusing me by not answering my questions and ignoring me but. -rolls eyes-

Anybody know what I should do? I love my new bjd but I really don't want to make him mad. ;-;

(sorry for the repeat of info from my last post but ughh he's annoying me so bad right now)

I'm getting my first dollfie!!!
Here he is:



I knew he was perfect when I saw that his old name had been Pico! My current nickname!
Come home to me soon!~